Thick Skin and A Jeweled Heart [4]

      WARNING: Contains incest, sexual abuse.



      As I was walking into my front lawn, I thought about what happened. Meri's silver hair. Jade's golden eyes. I stood on the steps leading to my front door. They didn't have that before.

       I sighed and reached into my shirt for my key. I took off the necklace attached to the key then proceeded to unlock my front door. Before walking in I roll down my sleeve, hiding my bandaged arm.

      I tried to stay quiet and sneak through the living room, but no one sneaks past my father. Especially when he's drunk.

      My breath was knocked out of me as he pushed me against the wall. I glanced at the bottles of alcohol littered across the floor in the dim lights of my living room. My father's hot breath fanned against my face, the stench of alcohol prominent.

      "Where were you...?" He slurred, his eyes full of.. something. It's not anger. Oh no. I felt my stomach flip in fear.

      "D-Dad." I said firmly, placing my hand on his chest to push him away. "Dad, you're drunk." I shoved him slightly. He stumbled back but was back on me right away.

      He pinned my hands behind my back to keep me from running away and nuzzled into my neck. "C'mon.. Don't be shy.." He snaked his hands down my back, chuckling darkly.

      I felt him leave open mouthed kisses down my neck. I closed my eyes shut and whimpered. "No..."





      There I laid, broken and half naked on the floor, milky white fluid sticky in between my legs.

      I dragged myself into a dark corner, weakly pushing away empty bottles to make room for myself. I shuddered and before I knew it, I managed to throw up all of today's food from my stomach.

      The pungent smell hit my nose and I let out a broken sob. Everything hurts. Why me? I stared at my puke in disgust. It was chunky and green, but also black? Black chunks?

      Too tired to care, I tried to push it away, only managing to get myself dirtier. But nothing could compare to how dirty I felt inside.

      I curled up against the wall, head hazy and body aching. And just like that, I went to sleep in my own puke and other disgusting bodily fluids.


   

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